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Sunday, November 28, 2003
 
Quote of the Day:  "Hey, death....how you doin?"
- Emily on flirting with suicide
 
'Ello, friends and freaks.  After a long strenuous weekend of entertaining guests, I have returned, and I will start back in the full swing of things on around Tuesday.  Ugh, life is so stressfull.
Well, the above quote should have partial credit to my friend Danny, because he thought up the topic.  He was using an example, and the words flirting with suicide came up.  And your cynical writer came up with the quote of the day.  Sheesh.....such cynicism.  Sigh.  I love that word.
 
Well, more about my weekend would be nifty, I suppose.  I ate too much, slept too little, and played alot of videogames.  My family was overall enjoyable, with a few hiccups here and there.  But mostly everything went smoothly.  Tomorrow is my final day of ISS, and I think that I'm about to crack.  Send me to the asylum folks, cause it's gonna be a loooooong day.  Let's just say that I am probably not going to get anymore tardies this year.  I learned my lesson, and the lesson sucked.  Bad.
 
Well, that's it for now, and I will definately add on Tueday, and I'll try to on Monday morning. Tah tah.
 
~Emily
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
 
Quote of the Day: "You like them, huh?  They're tender, right?"
 - Marty on his manboobs
 
Well, it's exactly 8:10 AM and I am presently in the computer lab updating my site.  I'll have little, if any time in the next few days to update, so get your kicks now, peeps. 
 
I told my friend Stephen that I was going to fast all day and all night so that tomorrow I can get my fill of Thanksgiving goodies, but I lied and succumbed to the power of a mighty turn-over.  Damn those turn-overs....especially the peach ones.  But starting from this moment, I am currently fasting.  And hunger shall prevail!  It will, I tell you!
 
Well, wish me a fun filled day of ISS, cause that's what I'm facing.
 
Toodles,
 
~Emily
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
 
Yes, yes....I know it's been a while.  I'm terribly sorry...
 
Quote of the day:  "I just love to verb words.  Like....queer.  Queer used to be a noun, but through the mystical voodoo-like-ness of my mind I have now verbed it into queered....or queering."
 
-Emily on stupid pointless things
 
Today sucked.  The End.
No, no. Just kidding.  Well, it did suck, all because of some evil faggot named Mr. Ander---.....ah nevermind it.  Let's just say I have 3 days of ISS because of some stupid tardies.  That's right, STUPID!  And.....and GAY!! Just like Mr. Ander---.....yah, you get my point.
 
Anywho....some guy practically asked me out today but I have no interest in him.  He seems nice though.  But it would be wrong of me to go out with him and then realize that I don't want to go out with him.  I don't like hurting people....and it wouldn't be fair, right? Who knows.  Whatever.
 
I would just like to take this moment to thoroughly apologize to my best guy friend Abe.  I'm sorry for forgetting your birthday!! *tear*  And....and....yah, sorry!  I still wuv you, Abe!
 
Well, a bunch of church going people are coming to my house, so I have to go hide now.  More later!
 
~Emily
 
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Friday, November 21, 2003
 
Quote of the day: "Hey Manson, want some sweet llama loving? OOOoooooh Yeeeeaaaah"
-Arum on....well...Manson...
 
Today was good, bad, then good, and then bad again.  I went stir crazy with that damn tape recorder that Tamara lent me.  I can probably name 15 people what wouldn't mind killing me right now.  But it was damn fun, so screw them.
I wanna go to the movies or something tonight, but Arum's busy, Monique's at the game, and Heather's doing who-knows-what.  Plus, I don't really feel comfortable asking any one else.  Well....maybe someone will want to.  We'll see, eh?  Yes....we'll see. 
Anywho, guess what? Arum told me something tonight that I'm having a hard time believing.  But it involves a girl named Amanda.  And that's all I'm gunna say.  But if what she said is true, then wow, I feel like I'm worthless. 
Well, I'm gonna call one of my non-chapin friends and invite them to the movies.
 
Ciao,
 
~Emily
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Wednesday, November 19 2003
 
Quote of the Day: "Hell, they can always eat each other!"
- Monique on starving little chinese children
 
You may be wondering what the hell that is, and I don't mind telling you, because for once I'm in a relatively good mood.  I'm going to start putting up a "quote of the day" during each of my posts.  Aren't we thrilled? I can already invision you salivating with excitement.  Now salivate, damnit.
 
So we were in Mrs. Sherman's class yesterday working on some stupid "My Column Inch" thingie.  (for our newspaper at school for those of you who don't attend Chapin) One of the topics was what we were tired of being thankful for. (which I loved to no end)  Monique, being the smart little nimrod that she is, stated that she simply was tired of being thankful for food.  You know the standard saying, right?
 
"Don't waste your food, dearie.  There's starvin' people in China, dontcha know."
 
So Monique came up with the brilliant quote of the day, which I put on here today.  (cause tripod was hell yesterday.....damn you, tripod! DAMN you!!) Oh, and today's actual quote was me saying, "I bow to the king of suicide after I got minutely pissed off at Will.  Welllll....I wasn't actually pissed of at him, just everything about life in general.  But since I have already mentioned my good mood, we won't be discussing that today.
 
So my plans for the evening are simple.  I'm going to Vineyard to hang out with people, then I'm coming back to this hell-hole called home.  Some-friggen-body better call me back before I leave, or else that aforementioned some-friggen-body isn't going to get a ride...(just kiddin)
 
Alright, kiddos.  I gotsta blast outta here now, but I'll be back later!
 
~Emily
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Monday, November 17, 2003
 
My weekend sucked, but who's didn't?  I couldn't play with the band on Saturday (cough, thank god, end cough) at the football game because I failed a class.  And dig this, the one class I failed was PE.  Good god, how pathetic am I?  This irony shall never end. Never, I tell you!
 
We got our carpet cleaned, so it was a pain unloading our whole friggen house.  And then it was a pain spending the night at my grandmother's house.  An even bigger pain came the next day when we had to RE-load our house. 
 
Today was alright.  Arum says that she too is tired of me getting my heart broken and she's going to "hook me up" with someone.  Yeah right.  The only idiot who would probably be willing to stay in a long-term relationship would be a bum.  And that's only because I'd give him free beer. har dee har har har
 
Well, I have to go babysit a bunch of little brats now, but I bid you a fond farewell.  More shall come tomorrow.....I think.
 
~Emily
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Friday, November 14, 2003
 
I don't listen to Brandy or that type of music at all, but I found a lyric that basically sums up how I've felt since Wednesday...
 
"Have you ever found some one....you've given your heart to....only to find that one....wont give their heart to you...."
 
~Emily
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003
 
Today was beyond terrible.  And I don't want to talk about it....since people actually come to this site.  But tomorrow I will talk.  Today was just so awful that I don't even want to think about it.
 
~Emily
P.S. ...I'm so confused....
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
 
Nothing terribly interesting happened to me today besides Arum and Monique simultaniously grabbing my chest.  I cant convey how disturbing that is.  And the strange part is, they're both straight. (or so I think...^_~)  I still have a little bit of my cold left, but I think it's nearing the final stages, which is obviously a good thing.  Oh, I also forgot that my two children are romantically involved.  No, I am not literally a mother of two at the age of 14.  It's all fake.....or relative. Anywho, go Arum! What is this, your 3rd guy this year?  Ah well, more power to yah.
I  know this is probably boring the hell out of you, so I'm gunna put this to rest before you die of boredom.  Just wait till something traumatic happens in my life.  Then I can promise you some real entertainment.
 
~Emily 
 
P.S.  I have the feeling that tomorrow is going to be a crappy day.
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Monday, November 10, 2003
 
I feel like crap today.  I have a cold (thanks alot, Robby! just kiddin...) and Mrs. Sherman is evil as well.  I dread her like I dread....unm....things that are dreadful.  Yeah, that's it.  Well, anyway, it's lunch, I'm bored, and I'll add more later.  Not that anyone's reading this besides me and Robby. 
 
*sings*  Nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I guess I'll go eat worms....
 
~Emily 
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Sunday, November 9, 2003
 
I finally have a website and blog!  Dreams are in the making, oh people!  Dreams!  Anyways, you can be sure that I will contantly update this thing, whenever time is allowing. 
 
Today was an okay day.  Kinda quiet and my mind has been on a bunch of random things.  Things of non importance...such as English homework. (sigh)  But that's not a real biggie, I suppose.  Yesterday we had a drumline competition at a local highschool.  Yes, I am in the drumline.  2nd Base, infact.  No, I am not a bloody band nerd.  Quite the opposite, actually.  But it was kind of hard yesterday, cause everyone was giving me a hard time.  They're either cocky, annoying, or they like to flash their bums to everyone.  (there, I just named the three drummers that I detest the most.)  At least I had Jackie and Sonya.  They're two of my friends from the pit.  And they're awesome. 
 
I also got to writing yesterday.  Not a whole lot, and I probably will add some more songs and poems to the site.  If you're lucky, maybe even a story.  Who knows the "wonders" that I can produce. (cough) 
 
Well, that's about it for now.  I'll add more later.
 
~Emily
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